July 2008
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http://www.petercallesen.com/ →
omgosh i’m in love with peter callesen.
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my vices
booze and tattoos.
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“We give and take and go in the incredibly complicated sweetness zigzagging every...”
– Jack Kerouac
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“We turned at a dozen paces, for love is a duel, and looked up at each other for...”
– Jack Kerouac
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hey remember that time when i would only smoke...
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too much networking can cause insanity
lovebot: i just got accosted by a bum in starbucks
i van: did he want change
lovebot: yes
lovebot: well he just started tlaking to me
lovebot: i was super confused
lovebot: about coffee and cigarettes and how they are good for your mind now
lovebot: and then he asked me for 89 cents
lovebot: so i was like super confused
lovebot: and gave him a dollar
lovebot: cuz it was like INSIDE starbucks
lovebot: not outside
i van: hahhahaha
i van: did he ask anyone else
i van: how long did he talk for
lovebot: like a minute!
lovebot: pretty well spoken
lovebot: he deserved that dollar
lovebot: haha
i van: wow $60 an hour tax free
i van: sweet
lovebot: hahahaa
lovebot: but it's not a reliable return
lovebot: i would not consistently give him a dollar every minute
lovebot: he has to find 59 more suckers in the hour
i van: hahaha
i van: you dont know that!
lovebot: then those previous 60 are moot hithertofore
i van: what did he do with the dollar
lovebot: he claims he was going to get food
lovebot: who knows
i van: by food he means like
i van: crack or beer
lovebot: posisbly
lovebot: but that's his lifestyle choice he makes
lovebot: i take no part in it
lovebot: i was assured that food would be purchased
lovebot: and i couldn't say i would disagree if he chose booze
lovebot: hahaha
lovebot: i'm going crazy ivan
i van: haha
i van: i'm glad you laid out your complete thought process to me
lovebot: hahahaha
lovebot: you're welcome!
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10pm
i take back the slow down. now is an inconsistent current of stress and anxiety of which i can feel pounding away at the inside of my little pirate skull, pressure trying to get out.. getting drowned away by endless expressos love.
blast you, ccna- sorry, my love is fickle.
at least, bbff respite at 11. :)
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6pm
i like sitting in this little seat, listening to my little music, watching the world blow by in such a hazy blur, as i contemplate why i always move so fast, except when i’m sitting here, enjoying my rare moments of being alone and at peace.
thanks, ccna- for slowing down my life, if but for a split second.
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i think i fall more in love with the idea of a person than with the person themselves. or maybe i fall in love with the idea of being in love. or maybe i just don’t know how to be in love anymore.
i think i knew what i wanted two years ago, but everything i’ve been through and learned since then has caused me to become insanely jaded and cold. but i don’t know what to think...
“I was born with an enormous need for affection, and a terrible need to give it.”
– Audrey Hepburn (via joannasoon)
“We only have so many tomorrows.”
– (via nowwhat) (via getthefuckoutrightnow)
so heart the todays.
may i kiss you, so beautiful you are.
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“Our lives are not as limited as we think they are; the world is a 
wonderfully...”
– Tom Robbins (via vixeninthecity)
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The Anatomy of Love
Passion is a wrench dropped into our emotions. If experienced on its own without any other types of love is considered mere infatuation. Intimacy is a sense of friendship, largely powered by self disclosure. If you have this on its own, then you have a platonic friendship. Commitment is the belief that you wish to make a relationship keep working into the future. If you have this without the...
Shakespeare in Love
Viola: Tell me how you love her, Will.
Will: Like a sickness and its cure together.
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“Seems like you’re the only one who knows what it’s like to be me....”
– The Rembrandts
“Whoever loves becomes humble. Those who love have, so to speak, pawned a part of...”
– Sigmund Freud
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“In those days, a tattoo was still a souvenir—a keepsake to mark a journey,...”
– John Irving
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sometimes i wonder a lot
sometimes i wonder when i became so artsy heartsy oriented and i have concluded that it began when dbot and i moved in together and we created a giant lovewall that now is in a small lovebox under my bed. sometimes i feel i should scan some things and tumblr them since they’re so love love loverly. and hopefully one day our little black lovebook will be published.
it all feels so long ago....
